Lyrics for him.

No, this is not a poem
I'm just me
Speaking of us
That we are nothing
But are we, or were we?
It's complicated
I remember long winter evenings
Walk holding hands
Or holding hands in front of everyone
I remember too
Leaving the university
Embraced and laughing
What happened between us?

I do not get it
Everything was going so well
My desire to kiss you
Your desire to kiss me
Our desire to kiss
Just perfect.

But suddenly
Someone changed everything
Your smiles were no longer for me
Someone else had played with your feelings
And you fell into the death trap
From the first kiss
And the typical phrase
"Did not you remember last night, at the bowling alley?"
And of course,
How will you remember it if it never happened?

I do not blame you
And I do not blame her
I blame myself
And to my insecurities
For not having chased you

I am sorry
I'm really sorry
But it's okay
I'm just me
Speaking of us
That we are nothing
But we were
And maybe, someday
We will be it again.