Communication


Today I found myself dizzy,lost in a different dimension.My lips felt like they're freezing:I had trouble with communication


I struggled to catch up,
although I started conversations
and I didn't know how to react
properly to various situations.
I like to go out in the crowd,
even if there's no space to sit,
but after a while with the fun and the loud,
I need to lock myself in a small room to breathe.
 I can't say I usually have trouble
with talking and getting to know others,
yet there are times that I can't say
a single word that sounds okay.
Today I got tired of existing,
I gave in to my fears and the pressure.
I just can't seem to fit in
and I can't make a good impression.
I think I need to stay alone.
No people --I'll turn off my phone.
Maybe it'll pass, maybe I'll need a session
cos I have trouble with communication...

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