Henezzaa

Mos me degjo vetem kur flas por  degjo syte e mi te shqetesuar , frymemarrjen time , hapat e ngadalte , floket e ngateruar  ,  rrahjet e crregullta te zemres  .   Me degjo edhe kur nuk flas degjo levzjet e trupit te mbushura plote pafajsi . Me degjo ! Jo githmone them ate qe dua te them ,por ti me shiko thelle ne sy e do e kuptosh e cfare  fsheh shpirti .  ME degjo kur zerri me eshte venitur , kur te mos me shohesh degjo kujtimet  e mbushura me silueten e hijes time     Me degjo   Kur stinet te ikin dhe te vi perseri dimri degjo floket e debores teksa te bien mbi lekuren e zbehur nga i ftohti  dhe te   kujtojn momentet tona te para teksa shkisnim mbi rruget e acarta , Dhe kur te me kerkosh dhe te mos me gjesh me degjo tek krahet e zogjve qe fluturojn lart drejtuar atmosferes ata e  dine   se ku une ndodhem ata e dine qe hapsira eshte foleza ime e dyte .  Une ika fluturova sebashku ...

She is the kind of girl who doesn't believe in real love . She will play with you and then leave you. She will amuse you until she gets bored. She doesn't like your kisses, your hugs, you. But she loves to be the boss , she loves the power that has over you. She is a beautiful disaster who makes you sin everytime you let her in. She is the kind of girl that will destroy you with a kiss on your neck. Ohh, you fool.

Positive things to say in place of negative things  These are positive phrases to start saying whenever you want to say something negative! Keep your head up x Instead of.... I can't do this Say I'm going to do as much as I possibly can You might  think  you can't do something but it is just your mindset in that moment. Step back, look at the situation, and tackle it no matter how big or small. Just tackle it. If you can't finish it thats different then not trying it all. Instead of I'm going to fail Say I'm going to do the best I can Sounds similar to the last one but knowing you HAVE to do something (even something as small as a test or quiz), and then going into it thinking you are gonna fail is just  asking  to fail. Instead, do what you can because in the end whatever happens, happens. And if you do fail you will learn and hopefully you will tackle it again at a better angle Instead of I don't know what to do Say I...

No, this is not a poem I'm just me Speaking of us That we are nothing But are we, or were we? It's complicated I remember long winter evenings Walk holding hands Or holding hands in front of everyone I remember too Leaving the university Embraced and laughing What happened between us? I do not get it Everything was going so well My desire to kiss you Your desire to kiss me Our desire to kiss Just perfect. But suddenly Someone changed everything Your smiles were no longer for me Someone else had played with your feelings And you fell into the death trap From the first kiss And the typical phrase "Did not you remember last night, at the bowling alley?" And of course, How will you remember it if it never happened? I do not blame you And I do not blame her I blame myself And to my insecurities For not having chased you I am sorry I'm really sorry But it's okay I'm just me Speaking of us That we are nothing But we w...

It's been almost half an year and I thought it is finally over. I thought that is over- that is past . I don't think about him as before, I don't talk about him whenever I can anymore...  I thought I can continue and enjoy in this crazy life . Finally. A party- birthday party of my friend. Finally new chance to meet new people. But I decided that I will break the wall that is around me tonight. At first it was a little bit awkward. Some people I know- some new people. I set down in the corner with few friends and watched around. After around 30minutes, one friend of mine suggested to go and grab something to drink.  I decided I'm gonna finally take something alcoholic. I grabbed wine.  It was discussing wine but I drank it anyway. I was becoming free...  I drank 2-3 glasses, and 2 shots of vodka later on. I started dancing and singing...I was not giving a damn. That was unusual for me because I'm the one who just sits and checking the phone all the time.  ...

Lëshoi dhe shiu të fundit pikë Si gur i ftohtë qëlloi mbi mua, U var kristal nëpër qerpikë Me lotët e mi u ngatërrua! Çudi si ndjehet ndonjëherë njeriu Krejtësisht i vetëm mes njerëzish turmë, Të digjet shpirti porsi qiriu Vetëm me veten, pa fare zhurmë! Humbur mes turmës në botë pa ngjyrë Me shpirtin djegur, përvëluar, Të kërkosh për një fytyrë Mes qindra të tjerave ngatërruar! Lëshoi dhe shiu të fundit pikë Si gur i ftohtë qëndroi mbi mua, Të t’ shpojë mungesa si të jetë thikë Oh Zoti im, sa shumë e dua! Poezi nga: Bledi Ylli

"It's okay not to trust and be safe.  It's okay to say no and keep boundaries.  It's okay to share and keep some for yourself too.  It's okay to be selfish,make yourself a priority.  It's okay to be scared that means you are about to do something brave.  It's okay to be vulnerable, that means you feel.  It's okay to be sad,you are human too.  It's okay to fall just remember to get up.  It's okay to fail you will learn from it too.  It's okay to be you and do what you wanna do.  Its okay to not have it all figured out.  It's okay to miss someone and not want them in your life."